(dawn- a common site from my program lounge on thursdays.. or rather fridays)1) I am TIRED. So so so so TIRED. I have to read 4 social theory books per week and write two papers and i literally dont sleep on average two whole days per week. as in awa9il and sleep the NEXT day. its really taking a toll on my complexion.
2) I wish there were clubs here. But the parties are not HORRIBLE. as in, here people are very much talkers. you know... talkers. Not my type of thing. my party philosophy is basically "shut up and dance". I guess that happens at the frat parties. though they usually get shut down by Public Safety pretty early. sucks. but i mean thats better for me cause i need to study EVERY DAY. Not that i regret going into this program im in, i love it to death but you know... i need to chillax every once in a while.
3)Il nas ili ma3ay bil program 3ABA8IRA okay, 3ABA8IRA! how am i supposed to compete?? All of them have gone on backpacking trips across Mongolia and help set up education plans in rural Indian villages and one guy even took a graduate business course in Shanghai in CHINESE and he's American, and a SOPHOMORE. and IYANIN. Damn.
4) O no3a asyawiyeen. Double damn.
5) And this one other guy had read the complete works of Nietzsche before he was TWELVE! wtf. and these others are crazy smart. I was almost gona cry. I wasted 12 years of my life receiving a CRAP education. And everything, i swear, everything that constitutes my general knowledge i learned out of my own initiative... oh wtv. just deal with it.
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6) BIG SIX. i have a stalker. okay hes not a stalker but he sent me NINENTY SEVEN messages. 3ady he sends me 9 in a row. And i dont even know him that well!! Hes sooo pushy and is constantly trying to get closer to me. Constantly trying to have long conversations with me (which i SWEAR i dont have time for) in the library and he invited himself and his weirdo friend to my dorm kitchen til 2.30 in the morning bombarding me with questions about my life. And believe me im assertive. I had to basically be like "Okay, im tired, you cant invite any more of your friends GET OUT." I almost never reply to his messages. I obviously dont want to hang out with him and the idiot just doesnt get it. he just doesnt get it. Oh and that other day in one of the dining halls, i was soo tired, my eyes were a MILE into my head and i was shoving the food down my throat so fast i was gona choke and he and his weirdo friend come trying to harass me for TEN minutes to get me to see the "couches" in his dorm room. I had to be like "NO NO NO NO! I am BUSY!" BACK OFF FREAK! Although i dont think he means it in a bad way but hes just weird. I told him to back the hell away from me basically ilyoum and he is STILL asking me if we can be friends. GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! Dont worry the situation is under control. Im not gullible nor am i in any immediate danger.
(super library)7) and im basically the only 5aleejiya on campus. I mean there is one other kwaitiya bes ma titkalam 3arabi.
8) I need to get back to work now, but i'll leave you with this link i stole from november. LOVE this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=00ZHah-c0hQ&feature=player_embedded
